Wow can't remember the last time i bothered to put anything in this journal. Well i'm 18 now i got my PS3 and mostly all is well.
Just about to do my A2 level exams next month and then that will be all....
No more school....
No more 6th form....
To be honest i don't know how to feel. It's all a little dazing really. I mean i'm thinking about going to work in a zoo, but i really don't know. I mean don't get me wrong i can't wait to not be constantly paranoid over whether or not i've done my essays or not, but then again, i'm not looking forward to the fact that there's probably some people i may never contact or see again, and that many of my best and closest friends, including my boyfriend, will be going to universities far far away for around 2 to 5 years....
I suppose i'll get by somehow, Just a little worrying at times.

But really i'm gonna try and look on the bright side of things (at least for a little while )
I'll try and keep in contact with people while they're at university, that's what telephones and the internet is for right?
I'll also try and keep in contact with people who have jobs, and if i can't contact any of them, i've still got some pretty fantastic memories while i've been at school whether they've been good or bad.
I've had a fairly good education while i've been at school, and even if i don't put that education to 'good use', i don't want a job that specifically makes me rich, that would be a nice little benefit, but to be honest i'd rather just have a job i'd be happy doing. And if that means shovelling poop in a zoo for the rest of my life, i'd be quite content methinks.

I've cried over these thoughts, and laughed over them, but all in all....
I think if i've got my family, my friends and the man i love in my life....
I'll be alright